I woke up that morning and had no idea why. I opened my eyes and nothing was lying next to me. I felt completly inanimate even though my heart is still beating. Like this house I'm cold, I'm empty. Because there is nothing inside that's worthy.
I swore to myself to accept it. As good as I can. But now -look at me - I'm worthless.
You are just a shaddow that is lasting on my life.
And I don't know what I am searching for. Which way shall I go? I'm not able to forget. But why? I would love to hate you but my love is to big.
I don't wanted to think of you. Believe my, I tried.
I wanted to end this all
but this time is not deletable.
How deep do I have to fall to wake up without you on my mind?
How many days have to be drowned until the very last image of you in my head is gone.
I wanna be able to restart. But when?
Tell me.. when?
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